hello!

so technically this isn't monday, it isn't even tuesday anymore but 4:40am wednesday.
chris still hasn't gotten home from work and i haven't slept yet.
i am running off of 3 hours of sleep from last night and too many oreos.

you might be wondering what do you even do at this time of night?
why would you stay up so late?
i wondered the same things to until i recently found pic collage and now i like to make terrible collages on my phone and 4 am offers the ideal amount of free time to do this.
for example, here are two i made tonight ...



i also got around to finishing my "mixtape" that was supposed to be done by monday.

the playlist i made this is week is pretty short.
maybe long off to get ready and get to the train.
if i get ready quickly it might even get me all the way to school.

hopefully this playlist makes waking up a little less miserable this week and keeps me on time:)
i have been much better about being on time lately.
hopefully i can keep it up!

happy monday!!

for this weeks music monday i wanted to share the music that i am currently working on so that you all can have a better feel of me right now.

happy monday!!

i know this is super late and technically posted on tuesday but i have not gone to bed yet, so for me it is still monday.

i am the worst, but i marked it down on my list of things i've been late to or things i have finished late list for february.
i will be better.
promise.

i went to the doctor today!
i don't think i ever mentioned it on here, but i smashed my pinky on a tray on new years day.
like super hard on the very tip.
i pretty much punched a tray with my pinky on accident.
but i finally got an x-ray on my pinky today.
it is so fat and ugly looking still, but the pain is pretty much gone.
the doctor thinks i might have broken it and i should find out what happened to the little guy this week.

its pretty scary because i think it is healing all fat and deformed like this.
luckily since it isn't as painful anymore my oboe playing has gone back to normal.
so deformed or not i can still play!

for this weeks monday mixtape i tried to mix things up and pick some things that didn't all sound the same. kind of how my pinkies might never look the same again :)

just trying to make a theme for the week.
let me know what you think.

hope everyone has been having a wonderful week and that you are just about ready for the new one to start:)

life has been a little hectic lately and im working on my chronic lateness problem.
so far this week i've only been late to three things, which is better than it has been but one thing was my lesson.
so that was a thing this week, i feel like my teacher thinks i'm some kind of crazy, over partied, druggie because last semester i was always exhausted and now im always late and a bit frazzled. and he asked about drugs.
i'm obviously not on drugs and now that i dont work so much im not as tired as last semester.
last semester i worked fri and saturday from 5pm until 4 am and he usually had lessons sunday morning at like 10, so i came to lessons in zombie mode.
but ill post more about this another time.
a weekend home alone workin and youtubing has made me feel rejuvenated and ready to take on the new week.

here are some interesting shorts i found this weekend while surfin youtube.







hope you have an amazing rest of your weekend.

-bea